What now? What next?

I've had a hard time getting momentum with things in 2014. Eating. Exercising. Anything. I've allowed disruptions in the routine wreck disciplines.

I can't figure out what the problem is.

I've got this going for me:






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I'm 18 months into this new life and still getting used to it. Small moments happen and you realize how this life has enabled that opportunity to exist - like help from the in-laws or having great resources for Zeb's medical stuff.

But the day to day, the thing I spend my Monday - Friday life doing, it's still an adjustment. After 20 years, I can't shake news out of the system. I understand why I shouldn't be involved with it now - I overgave and didn't get nearly as much back ( although it enabled a great many things).

Still, there's a restlessness, an unease, a lack of satisfaction that I can't quite put my finger on.

I have to shake this off and get down to business. I have weight to lose, fitness to improve and stuff to do.